Amniotic Darkness
Amniotic Darkness 2019 and old Imishli jp Was it war once here? Am I that war? Drops splatter in the dust, bring softness to the evening. Thick air becomes light, even as the sun drops below the horizon. I sit on a veranda. I have showered. Smoking a cigarette, watch mud form, watch a chicken huddle under a plank of wood. We hide from the rain. We watch leaves of quince trees shiver with pleasure. Landlady brings me a meal of cheese: sliced cucumber, sliced bell peppers, bread, stuffed tomatoes. stuffed eggplant. stewed lamb… potato and yoghurt and tea. I snuff my cigarette. I enter the house to eat. I sit where landlady has placed the meal for me. At the head long table. Attended by none but me. Eat like a king in an empty castle. Absurd, this coming to live in another country. Absurd, this believing that one is welcome. I am not sold in. To be polite, I devour all that is on my plate as though watched f...